Archive for December, 2007

Thursday, December 6th, 2007

All The Things I Love About You I love you for the warm, sweet affection in your eyes whenever you look at me, and the special smile you save only for me. I love that you always seek to have your body close to mine, reaching out to touch, to hold my hand, to wrap your arms around me. I love how you show me you care by looking for ways to make my life easier and more comfortable. I love that when I ask you to do things, you try to do them instead of thinking me demanding. I love that your favorite place is near me, that you’d rather be with me than anywhere else. I love you for more reasons than this page has space to write, so I’ll try to tell you and show you in person all the things I love about you.

You Let Me Be Me

While others tell me I have faults and flaws,
And pick me all apart and criticize,
You love me, sweetheart, just the way I am;
I only see affection in your eyes.

My pesky quirks you only find endearing;
Your perfect mate is what you choose to see;
I love you for a multitude of reasons;
And most of all ’cause you let me be me.

I never have to change to meet your standards;
Acceptance is the greatest gift you give;
I appreciate you for your sweet devotion,
And I’ll love you for as long as we shall live.
Until I Met You

Before I met you,
I thought I was happy,
and I was,
but I had never known
the rich contentment,
deep satisfaction,
and total fulfillment
you brought to me
when you came into my life.
Before I met you,
I felt a lot of things,
good things,
but I had never experienced
the indescribably intense
feelings I have for you.
Before I met you,
I thought I knew myself,
and I did,
but you looked deep inside me
and found fresh new things
for us to share.
Before I met you,
I thought I knew about love,
but I didn’t,
until I met you.
Love Can Stay Strong

When love first comes and all seems right;
It’s beyond our reason that we two can fight.
Yet fights will come, and anger might thrive,
So let’s try to be sure that our love will survive.

Let’s make our plans with similar goals,
So our wants and desires won’t hit hidden shoals,
That set us crashing when things get hard,
So our love can stay strong even when it gets jarred.

For if love can stay strong when it’s tested by fire,
Then we’d share a future that most would admire,
A future where partners would strive side by side,
A future where love would always abide.
Safe Within Our Love

How did this miracle happen
That we’re so very blessed,
So close…and more contented,
Than I ever would have guessed.

I never thought that I
Could spend each precious minute
With just one special person
And find happiness within it.

I’ve learned so much from you
About loving, sharing, giving;
I know if I hadn’t met you,
I wouldn’t be really living.

We’re facing life together;
We’re handling joy and sorrow;
I’m glad you’re on my side,
Whatever comes tomorrow.

You’re my perfect partner,
Sweet lover, trusted friend.
We’re safe within our love,
A love that will never end.

December 2007-hati terluka

Tuesday, December 4th, 2007

5-12-2007 (wednesday)
00:45

wow….lama dah aku online rupanya…ngantok la nie…kejap lagi dah nak signout…
this week Ike kawen…wah sorg lagi kawan aku kawen…bulan 3 next year Elde pun turn lagik…
CONGRATULATION….
penat la…..makin hari makin sibok la aku…..but life must go on…
next year mmg akan jadi cabaran paling hebat gik kali ehkz….
anyway……

this year byk mengajar aku erti kesabaran….ketabahan…..satu tamparan hebat bila hati terluka.
Satu cabaran hebat bila bertukar karier….lagi2 kenak sambung study balit…wargh!!!! but for my own good…ikut jer laa kata dorg…penat la jugak enjoy sana sini….makin hari makin tua (tau pun…) wakakaka…
life untuk enjoy takkan pernah tamat but di kurangkan…..enjoy pun beringat utk masa depan..yeap…

thie year juak byk mengajar aku tentang kuatnya hati…positive kan pemikiran….biar apa org kata sbb mulut manusia susah nak di tutup…biar dorng mangata at least aku tahu siapa aku. Inilah manusia penuh dgn hasrat dengki….fitnah dan segalanya…kepalsuan menutup diri. Adakalanya aku sakit hati kerana org lain….adakalanya mereka menuduh yang bukan dan leparan kata2 yg menyinggung hati ini. Air mata sentiasa mengalir tapi sakitnya hati ini lebih sakit dari putus cinta beb!…..

but…life must go own..tak semua org boleh kita percaya melainkan diri sendiri, keluarga dan mereka yg benar2 bernama kawan….
terluka kerana cinta….tidak pernah akan putuskan semangatku untuk berjuang dalam hidup kerana aku lebih sayang kan diriku…tapi aku juga masih perlu disayangi dan menyayangi org lain…
jgn terlalu menyakitkan hati sendiri kerana adakalanya kita sendiri yang menyebabkan hati kita sendiri yang terluka…..kesesalan dalam hidup tapi apa yang pasti…biarkan berlalu…dan mulakan hidup baru….

Cukup setakat itu aku lalui semua ini…Teringat something about this …. adakalanya kita tok photo genic la sikit nak….mun kita bergbr mustila kita mok nampak cantek kan…ngok juak org tok bah…..gbr aku seksi ka…sik ka….posing sengget kaa…apakah…ya aku pun pasal laa…mok bergbr…lagikpun..bukan k duit ktk org pun aku nak online…menar sik? ttg berkenalan…org tok suka nok PERFECT means mok nok kacak…cantek….slim….seksi…CHOY!!! mcm lah ktk org ya kacak gilak…..aku pun heran sesetengah org berfikiran mcm ya….kolot betoi arrr….nak mengata org mcm la nya perfect..menar nak….ya jak so far aku sik puas hati laaa….adakalanya….ada org tok…suka nak menghina org lain…ada org tok memuji lebih2….tapi dah kenal….mcm sial…opps…kasar kit…well, aku nak kasar….not me la kalau nak tapok perangei….gaok polah cara gaok laaa….but asal tauk asal usul dirik empun…ya pasti….

Bagi cdak nok mulut2 sik bagus ya….nok salu gago hal org….better jaga dirik empun lok laaa…cermin dirik empun lok baru ngata org…mun dirik bagus tek…belajar tinggi kalah dak genius kaa….lebih handsome dari angkasawan kita ya kaaa…sik pa juak…mmg patut laa..tp mun nok muka macam TAIK ya…eboh jak laa…..’cuci’ baju dirik empun lok k….

to adrian…lamak dah sik dgr brita ktk…..mek tauk ktk akan view my profile…and everything abt me….i knoe u beb!…..susah kmk nak pujuk ktk nak jumpa my fwen ya….dah laa…sik da utk memaksa…kmk pun sik tauk mcm ney nak bercontact ngan ktk…dan kmk nak ucap salam takziah juak ngan ktk…..orait…

rasanya…ya jak laaa….aku pun dah nak blah dari cc tok….boring dah aku dgr ketak ketek cdak tok main game….aku tok menaip jak keja dari tadi….erm…
apa2pun….this my last bllog for year 2007….hope 2008 bring my luck my new carier, my new life…and my new love….

putus cinta bukan utk selamanya pahit beb….tapi adalah permulaan hidup baru….j
anyway….be positive and ingat…jgn dgr kata org…kelak bunuh diri kita dirik empun juak bah…
biar jak cdak mengata…lantak dorg….sidak berdosa kita dpt pahala….menar sik…
so cheer…..ok laa…..

calo calo….

wish all of u yg sudi nak baca blog tok…..
wish u all the best & may God bless you all…

mwah…
with love,
zizzie